Carver John Goes to Preschool!

We didn’t decide Carver was going to preschool until about 2 weeks ago and we only got his preschool start date about a week after that. This gave me very little time to change my schedule around. I thought to myself, “This is fine, I’m going to be okay if I’m not there. Craig is a good dad, I’ll lay out all the clothes, I’ll make sure Craig gets pictures, he will get on the bus and it’ll be fine. It’s not the first milestone I’ve had to miss because of work, it won’t be the last.”

Until today, laying in bed taking a nap next to my Johnny Jumper Boy. I looked over at him and remembered the days before I had Gannon. I was holding on so tightly to the days I had left when I only had one boy. That revelation hit me as he was laying in bed next to me rubbing his eyes, his little two year old self unaware of how his world would be changing in just a few short days. I wasn’t grieving, I wasn’t sad, I was just aware. I was just taking it in, trying to bottle up that moment in time when it was just Carv and me. 

And now, in that same bed, I’m looking over at my almost 4 year old taking in every second before he doesn’t take naps with me anymore and before he’s gone to school every afternoon. Before peer pressure tells him it isn’t cool to snuggle with your mom. Again, I’m not sad, I’m not grieving, I’m just aware. I’m aware of how fast these four years have gone and I’m aware of how I need to hold on to more moments like this. 

So I began trying to find someone to come in early. I even tried harder when one of my coworkers told me, “You can’t get those moments back.” That hit hard. I can’t get these moments back. I can’t just watch him get on the bus for the first time again. I can’t just watch him run in off of the school bus to tell me all about his first day for the first time again. 

Just like I can’t get those moments when he was my only baby back. 

Just like I can’t get those lazy afternoon snuggles back. 

So I asked around, I got someone to come in early for me. Can you believe how awesome my director is? When she found out that I might have to miss it she volunteered to come in a full hour and half early so I could be home in time. 

And can you believe I almost missed this? 

I think now is a good time to let you all know about another big change that’s coming down the line: I’m going part time. Yes, you read that right. This workaholic, 60+ hour work week, with too many irons in the fire will only be scheduled 24 hours/week coming in December. 

This pandemic has changed my life in so many good ways and some  ways. That’s a blog post for another day but for the most part, it has changed the way I spend time with my family. I used to be a drive by mom, home long enough to feed them, bathe them, bedtime and up before the sun to the next job. That’s not me anymore. I’ve got my priorities straightened out. I know that my most important work will be done within the four walls of our home, and that’s the best job I could ever have. 

Please also note – just because I’m scheduled 24 hours/week doesn’t mean I can’t pick up more hours and I will actually/maybe/probably be picking up and cross training to ER in my extra time! EEK! I’m so excited guys. 

So that’s the big news at the Friedman house. What a great morning. My little baby is all grown up – he will be walking into school by now. I hope he had a good day, I can’t wait to hear all about it!



  1. Kim
    August 27, 2020 / 1:27 pm

    How exciting. Hope its a great day at school for Carver.

  2. Donna
    August 27, 2020 / 1:50 pm

    So glad you were able to be there. You’re right you can’t get those moments right and it’s important to be there. Carver is so stinking cute and has grown so much over the summer. Enjoy every moment!

  3. August 27, 2020 / 2:02 pm

    Can’t wait to hear about his day. He looks so cute! Pretty sure Dad didn’t dress him today, lol!

    • Jen
      August 27, 2020 / 6:24 pm

      Amazing how priorities change. You’ll love being home more. I worked fulltime with my oldest for 4 years and have been home and self employed since. My younger two kids are much better well rounded kids. All the money in the world isn’t worth the stress and missing so much. Good for you!

  4. Elle
    August 27, 2020 / 2:25 pm

    I took a huge deep breath for you 🙂 Yea for your shift coverage. Yea for your decision to go part-time while you still have a little at home. The great thing about Nursing is there is always MORE work right? (I paid cash for my BSN plus hubsters entire undergrad picking up extra shifts!)

    Enjoy this wonderful day ahead of you while Carver is packing in more smarts and Gannon is being his sweet self 🙂

  5. Karen Preusser
    August 27, 2020 / 3:18 pm

    I am so happy for you. As a mom of 4 grown adults your kids grow up so fast and no you never get that time back..

  6. Linda in NE
    August 27, 2020 / 6:50 pm

    I so hope Carver is having a wonderful day at preschool. They just grow up too fast. My two youngest grandchildren are in 1st grade this year and I miss those 3 & 4 year old times. Riding the school bus is such a big deal for the little ones. By the time my two youngest grandchildren started preschool they quite running the bus in town because they couldn’t find a driver. My little grandson was so bummed. He’d been so looking forward to riding the big yellow bus.

  7. Ellie
    August 27, 2020 / 8:13 pm

    Good decisions about work! It will be good for Gannon to have you all to himself! I’m sure Carver will love preschool and have a grand time!

  8. Carolyn Sullivan
    August 28, 2020 / 10:24 am

    OMG he is adorable. and MY GOD he has some big feet! big feet on a puppy, big DOGG! LOL

  9. Susan the Farm Quilter
    August 28, 2020 / 4:39 pm

    I’m so glad you could arrange it so you can work part time!! Getting on that Ramsey Train to pay off debts made that possible! So happy for you! What a blessing your director is to make sure you got that “first time” with Carver!! Gannon will be missing him. I can hardly believe my youngest is 30!!! Where did the years go??? I was blessed to be a stay-at-home mom (while going to school and babysitting), and I loved that time with my girls. So glad you recognize and cherish these early years with your boys!

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